What am I even doing?

I’ve been sitting here for about 20 minutes now, just staring at the screen. Not doing anything. Why? Because I’m a scared bitch who don’t dare trying to get her friends back. I haven’t talked to anyone outside my family for a while now. This is not acceptable behaviour. Why do I let myself do this? I always think that I need to go out and get more friends, friends that like doing the same things as me. But I can’t find any if I keep hiding in my room right? If I found people like that in my room I’d be slightly terrified haha

I am wasting away here and I’m not doing anything about it.

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Here’s that Anya scene I was talking about… just perfect.

BUNNIES!!!!

You know when something not so good has happened and nobody talks about it? I wish that everyone could just stand up and sing. That would be great.

Ha, I just watched Once More With Feeling – (Buffy The Vampire Slayer). Might be the best Buffy episode ever.

Just look at this!

This is also my favourite Anya (bunnies) scene, apart from the episode where Buffy’s mum died. She was amazing in that one…

Why am I ever writing this? I don’t know. Pointless me is being pointless.