I’ve been sitting here for about 20 minutes now, just staring at the screen. Not doing anything. Why? Because I’m a scared bitch who don’t dare trying to get her friends back. I haven’t talked to anyone outside my family for a while now. This is not acceptable behaviour. Why do I let myself do this? I always think that I need to go out and get more friends, friends that like doing the same things as me. But I can’t find any if I keep hiding in my room right? If I found people like that in my room I’d be slightly terrified haha
I am wasting away here and I’m not doing anything about it.
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Here’s that Anya scene I was talking about… just perfect.
